Desiderata

Go placidly amid the noise and haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.

As far as possible without surrender
be on good terms with all persons.

Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant;
for they too have their story.

If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.

Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.

Be yourself.

Especially do not feign affection.

Neither be cynical about love;
for in the face of all aridity and disnechantment,
it is perennial as the grass.

Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.

But do not distress yourself with imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.

Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.

You are a child of the universe,
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.

And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be,
and whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life
keep peace with your soul.

With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.

ngay0n q lang nap0st sa bLog q it0ng trip namin sa tagaytay kasi ngayon lang aq nagka-internet ang tagal q nang hindi nakapag-onLine..

ikukwent0 qng nangyari,

ganit0 kasi un..

April 29, 2006 ...

umalis kami ng 6 dit0 sa bahay tap0s nagpunta muna kami ng cavite kasi may kukunin kaming pera sa kasamahan ng tatay q.

tap0s dumirets0 muna kami ng bahay na LoLo LoLa q sa batangas, tutal malapit nanaman eh.. dun kami nag-Lunch,, nakita q ex q.. d niya q pinansin, ine-expect q pa naman na mag-uusap kami per0 hindi!!

BIGO aq!!!

e0n, after naming mag-Lunch, nagpunta na kaming tagaytay.

after nun, nakakita kami sa daan ng maraming taniman ng pinya, napakaLawak.. pagbaba namin para kunan ang taal, kinuhanan pa ng amerikano ng litrat0 kami, ewan q qng bakit!!! maLiit Lang ung buLkan, siyempre napapaligiran ng tubig.. d nga aq makapaniwala..

nakakita rin kami sa daan papunta dun ng castle,, tsaka ung bahay ni Winnie the Pooh (parang ganun eh..)

May nag-alok sa amin na mag-boat ride papuntang Taal Volcano, kaso d kami pumayag kasi wala kaming pera, 1,000 pesos, anim kami..

Nagpunta rin kaming Picnic Grove nagpicture picture.. kumain.. tap0s nag-horse back riding pumunta rin kami sa isang bahay o simbahan sa tabi ng picnic grove na ang laman ay pur0 imahe, Our Lady of Manaog yata ung pangalan ng simbahan o bahay na un ang laki nung estatwa niya, mas malaki pa sa bahay na may 3^rd fLoor..

e0n Lang, nakakapg0d nga eh..

May 6, 2006 natap0s ung Review q.. dun kami sa may Katipunan pinapunta kasi may affair sa Berea (pangalan ng school na pinapasukan naming sa Vista Verde).. okay lang naman dun, maliit per0 okei lang..

may mga taga-Ateneo na nagre-review pa para sa college entrance test.. nung uwian naming, ang tagal qng naghintay, 1 hour and 15 minutes sa labas, naiinip na aq at ang init pa.. kaya pumas0k aq sa National Bookstore para malamig.. tatlong beses aqng labas masok, ung pinakahuli kong labas, nakita q c kuya Ompoy.. naka-motorsiklo, kala q ung sasakyan naming ang dala hindi pala..

pag-uwi q pawis na pawis aq at may g00d news pa, uuwi kami ng batangas nang araw na iyon kaya ang saya.. kasi sabi nila hindi raw kami uuwi..

umalis kami ng 4:30 dumating kami ng 7 or 9 dq maaLa2.. pagdating naming, nakita q ex q.. d nanamn aq pinansin.. kaylangan aq pa unang mag-approach para mag-usap kami!!!!

NAMAN!!!

nakita q c kuya Jerwin, asawa ng pinsan q.. nagmotosiklo kami papuntang baya, fiesta kasi kinabukasan kaya may perya.. nagpunta kami dun.. kaso nakalimutan q ung pera q, hindi tuloy kami nakasakay ng ferris wheel.. saying.. nagpunta rin kami sa bahay ng mga magulang niya.. akaLa nila, girlfriend niya aq.. Loko-Loko talaga ung pinsan q na un.. per0 gwapo xa.. ang biLis ng patakbo niya ng motorsiklo.. grabe.. kinikilig tuloy aq..

SHiT!!!

tapos it0 ang masaklap, napas0 aq sa tambutso ng dalawang beses, buti na lang d nalapnos..

tap0s natuLog kami ng 10:30pm, gumising kami ng 12 kasi dumating pa iba naming kamag-anak.. e0n.. hanggang 3:30am gising kami..

nagkkwentuhan at thank god, piunansin na aq ng ex q.. nag-uusap na kami..

ang daming LaLaking kiLa2 ng pinsan q.. ang papangit naman..

eeeewww…

tap0s, tawanan, tawa talaga aq ng tawa sa mga hirit niLa.. haha..

gumising aq ng bandang 6am or 7am.. ang bagal ng oras doon., wala kasing ginagawa..

nanguha kami ng mangga, umakyat sa puno ung ex q ngaguha ng mangga, gusto ko isipin na para sa akin un eh, kahit hindi.. (kinikilig tuloy aq..) grabe.. ang macho niya.. ang kinis nang mukha.. physically fit.. kmay muscle.. may 6 pockets.. GRABE!!!!!!

dapat masu-swimming kami ks0 naka-reserved ung buong resort hanggang 5 kaya d aq nakasama sa kanila.. kasi dapat ngayon pa lang kami uuwi.. d pumayag ung driver naming (pinsan q rin un). ang kapaL ng mukha, kung d dahil sa amin, d sila makak-uwi ng pinsan q.. wala silang utang na lob.. naiinis talaga aq!!!!!! gust0 ko pang makasama ex q.. mahal na mahal ko pa rin un!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

galit na galit ung mama q sa driver naming!!1tuloy biglaan ung uwi naming!!! bwisit!!!

ang biLis biLis pa magpatakbo parang papaliparin ung sasakyan namin.. tap0s ang lakas pa mag-sara ng pinto, parang sisirain.. damn!! gust0 k0 na tuloy matut0ng magdrive kas0 hindi pa pwede kasi 14 pa lang aq.. dapat 16 para may student license.. galit aq sa kanila!!!

e0n, ang haba ng p0st q.. sa susunod ulit.. ikukwento q ung santacruzan sa batangas kasali kami dun eh.. kami ung magpapa-hermana..

Review Class..

nagreview calss na aq, nag-start it0 nung April 3, 2006.. sa may Vista Verde.. 8am to 12nn.. mej0 b0ring nga eh.. nung first day halos wala aqng kausap, napapanis yung laway q eh.. kinakabahan nga aq nun eh, first day namin diagnostic test 256 items f0r f0ur straight hours.. walang break.. ang sakit sa batok, nakuha q na ung result nung diagnostic nung April 7, grabe filipino diagnostic test lang ipinasa q, bagsak aq sa English, Math, and Sciece.. may mga classmate aq na Assumptionista, kiLaLa nga niya c vien eh.. ngay0n, may close na aq, weLL, apat din kami, all girls, 30 mins. break namin..

may natututunan naman aq.. ung mga teachers namin d namin kiLaLa walang "getting to know each other," Lesson kaagad,

ung first week q dun, 3 days ang English and nung April 7, namn Filipino, Tapos wala kaming kLase nung Holy Week den, nung Monday hanggang kahapon, Math kami.. huh?!?!!!!!! nakakabaliw..

kanina naman, General Science kami tsaka konting Physics, bukas, Biology na kami...

hai.. tinatamad na nga aqng gumising sa umaga..

per0 masaya ung math kasi naintintindihan q na xa mej0, mula Sets hanggang Inequalities ung iba ewan q kung keLan,, basta..

my favorites lines and verses...

There are things of which I may not speak;
There are dreams that cannot die;
There are thoughts that make the strong heart weak,
And bring a pallor into the cheek,
And a mist before the eye.
And the words of that fatal song
Come over me like a chil:
A boy's will is the wind's will,
And the thoughts of youth are long, long thoughts.

-My Lost Youth, Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

Keep on asking, and it will be given you;
Keep on seeking, and you will find;
Keep on knocking, and it will be opened to you.

-Matthew 7:7

The word of God is alive and exerts power and is sharper than any two-edged sword and pierces even to the dividing of soul and spirit, and of joints and their marrow, and is able to discern thoughts and intentions of the heart

-Hebrwes 4:12

Take any strretful of people buying clothes and groceries, cheering a hero or throwing confetti and blowing tinhorns...

Tell me if lovers are losers...

Tell me if any get more than lovers...

in the dust... in the coll tombs.

-Cool Tombs, Carl Sandburg

gs2 q ng magbakasyon!!